February 2012
268 posts
Life without problems is like School without...
If I were to tell you something
Don’t go around telling other people what I’ve told you. If I wanted others to know, I would’ve told them myself. Part of me letting you know what others don’t know is I trust you, don’t fuck up our trust by making me regret ever trusting you in the first place. And just know that, trust doesn’t come easy. Once it’s gone, you might as well kiss it goodbye because it’s not coming back.
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Anonymous asked: i thought u said u didnt like any one? who do you like then?
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Over And Over Again | Nelly ft. Tim McGraw
Just because I don't talk to you
Doesn’t mean I don’t think about you. Doesn’t mean I don’t check up on you. Doesn’t mean I don’t worry and wonder about how you are doing. Doesn’t mean I don’t care about you anymore.
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I didn't get a hug from my crush today..
I completely ignored him when he said hi.. I feel bad now.
You just left me there.
All by myself. You knew I needed you. How could you? Out of everyone I thought you were the one who’d always be there for me, but you just left my life. I was wrong, who knew that people can change in very little time.
So, what else did you lie about?
My teachers take off points on my assignments.
Cause I write too ‘small’. That’s not fair.. I don’t even write that small. It’s still eligible.
Those who are heartless, once cared too much.
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I went from being happy & in a good mood,
to upset, depressed & not wanting to give a fuck about anything.
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Anonymous asked: who do you trust.. ?
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No one understands me.
Is it really that hard for you to keep a secret? .. I was stupid enough to trust you.
I’m better off just keeping everything to myself.
I’m done with all this bullshit.
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California weather.
Morning: HOLY SHIT its freezing.
Afternoon: Who the fuck set the earth on fire.
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Don't take it personal,
Nowadays, I’m just tired and stressed out from the countless bullshit that goes on in my life that I tend to close myself off and ignore everyone. Including the people I care about. It’s nothing personal, People just have those days where all they want to do is shut down and escape reality.
If I'm mean to you
I’m comfortable with you. Me being mean only means I feel close enough with you to joke around and not have it ruin our relationship, friendship, or whatever the fuck we have.
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Anonymous asked: i saw u today, you're freakin tall !
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"No"
It’s really hard for me to say no. I’m too nice of a person and I let people take advantage of that. As much as I hate it, I can’t help it. I feel like if I say no, I’ll look like a total bitch.
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I hate how the people I'm close to go to different...
Why do all you guys have to go to poly/millikan? DAMN. I miss them so much.
It’s hard trying to plan around everyone’s schedules. This year isn’t the same without them..
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I procrastinate too much.
The only homework I ever do is for my digital art class. It’s the only easy/fun class I have. Because I’ve been putting off my other classes, tonight I have to re-organize my AVID binder, review all of ch.7 for geometry, read for my english class & finally write a one page commentary on an art article.
Things would've been different if you tried too.
Naps.
expectations: I'm just going to take a quick power nap and I'll wake up refreshed and energized
reality: passed out cold for five hours solid, wake up not knowing what day it is or what the last meal you ate was
Watching the person you love, love someone else.
It’s probably the most painful thing to watch. Cause to think about it, you can’t do anything, but to accept it. They love them and their happiness is what you care about the most. It sucks to see them with someone else and to see them smile, knowing that you’re not the reason. To feel your heart drop all the way to your stomache and feeling the urge to cry. When you find out that the person you...
People always take me for granted.
I think I'm waiting for the wrong person.
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Haven’t Met You Yet | Nick Jonas
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Haven't you noticed?
Haven’t you noticed the way I look at you? Haven’t you noticed how I always just want to talk to you? Haven’t you noticed that I laugh at the most stupidest things when we’re together? Haven’t you noticed how I always act like an idiot around you cause of my nervousness? I guess not, haha awkward..
Breathe. It’s just a bad day. Not a bad life.
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Bed (Remix) l J Holiday ft. Trey Songz
I hate having.
Negative thoughts in my head. Because, it leads to stress and I cannot handle it. It’s too much. Asdflkjasd, I wish those negative feelings doesn’t exist so I wouldn’t have this problem.
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Anonymous asked: do you go to poly?
Why fight for someone to stay?
If they really cared about you, they would put in the effort to keep you in their life. If they don’t, just let them go. Someone who walks out of your life, isn’t worth the effort. There are people out there who cherish you and would hate to lose you.
You heal & you move on.
Just like all scars fade.. It becomes barely noticeable. Then you go about living life. Once in a while, you look at it & remember what caused it or how much it hurt. But in the end, you experience more moments of happiness & that makes life worth it, you keep living forgetting the scar was ever there.
Drifting away from a person.
That moment when you realise you’re friendship/relationship with a person is falling apart. Feeling like that person doesn’t care anymore, trying to stick the pieces back together, but it’s just too hard, because the person who helped you build it, has stopped trying. So eventually, you’ll get tired of doing all the work and then stop.